Reminiscing

2010-07-27T12:40:00.002+08:00

I know you don't really come here anymore yourself, much less other ppl, but please be safe in Brunei and come back in one piece. I'm still pretty much disturbed by the fact that my injury may mean me not doing cheer stunts anymore. It just really sucks cause I didnt ask to fall ): And it's so unfair that I practiced so much just to be injured and ultimately replaced though I know that will most prob not happen. I miss you. Just 9 more days!

2010-04-29T21:32:00.002+08:00

Hallo Jaryl Too!
You're a very lucky guy cause I've got very nice friends who all tell me that I must give you a lot of encouragement and support during your time in OCS and cause I rock(:
8 May is coming soon!

2010-04-04T22:15:00.003+08:00

OMG I JUST SAW YOUR POST BEFORE YOU ENTERED ARMY!!
Haha whoever that little big planet addict is is better than a final fantasy 13 addict lor!!

I'd be sitting beside you by the time you read this post :D

2010-03-28T21:27:00.002+08:00

Too Yun Han can you please update your own blog. You're so lazy Haha
And you're gonna pass out soon so you've a lot of time on your hands!
And it's gonna ba a fun block holiday thanks to you! :D

2010-03-23T11:23:00.002+08:00

Hallo Recruit Y H Too!

I'm typing this from the T3 computer outside my boarding gate and I'll miss you very much!
Enjoy your long wkends without me and you can go bug zuyao every night :D
I'll be back sooner than you know! ((:

And have a happy sports day nxt wk! Win your vb oh!

Love(:

2010-02-23T16:43:00.003+08:00

Jaryl Too's still in army and he prolly won't get to see this any soon but still

I love my boyfriend very much (:

2010-01-30T17:00:00.006+08:00

After a year , this blogs is capable of maintaining its viewership (of 2)even though i do not update.
Guess I have to do these (loser)fans a bit of a favour.

Im entering Army and i do not have a good feeling about it. Many are excited, many are scared, im just in between. Going to start a life there which requires me to see less of my beautiful sexy lovely cute little junyi (OH YEA) and handsome friends. Hope i get friendly squadmates seriously. Praying hard not to get into the same squad with a few people i know i cannot survive with.

Other than that, im going to enjoy my last civilian days playing soccer, swimming, movie, roller blading, movie, boardgames, ps3(little big planet with an addict if u guys know who)....

Theres pretty much to update after not blogging in a year but i think what has happened is unimportant. So not updating.

2008-11-09T19:58:00.002+08:00

Im definitely not a professional blogger. I dont even know how to get rid of that nonsensical music over there. Lol.

Life is getting meaningless again (no im not contemplating of suicide). The hill of holiday homework stares intently at me yet i chose to ignore it. Instead, i sit on this lonely chair and daydream. The computer gets boring. The playstation gets boring. The tv, needless to say. Fortunately, there was a LAN outing today. Finally tasted the sweetness of successive victories. It was fun indeed, to the extent where we could joke about in the game and still win.

Well, then headed to the library with a few handsomes and a kid. After tt, its back to plain boredom.

The things I expect just doesnt happen.

2008-11-04T20:41:00.002+08:00

Im surprised how many people actually visit this godforsaken blog so im going to take caution on what im saying hehe.
Cant really remember what I've been doing the past few days except that my modem spoil. That was really what the hell man. Could do nothing but slack, sleep, eat. Seriously bored for 2 days. Made me cherish internet so much. Luckily had some people come over to keep my company or else would have died or stoned into a statue.
Well I changed blogskin like finally. Lol it even comes with final fantasy soundtracks. Thats what i call good offer. Think u can tell im an FF fan so u know what to get me for gifts. ahem* FF13 ahem*
Lol k thats all. Op and I&R and more...

2008-10-29T21:04:00.003+08:00

The official last day of the year, and it ends with such unexpected ease. Went to study chinese with my cute junyi after that =) Somehow i think im a saddist or really sick in the mind, cause when life is going well, I find that theres no challenge.

Yea however, today's topic is none other than Joyce Ho and her 9 evil twins. When you hear endless painful '' Ahhhh!!! '' or '' I hate you!!! ''. Beware, 10 murderous intentful big men are nearby. They scream, slap, hit, punch for no apparent reason. Unable to take a few teases from her friends, they start showing a face that is a horror to describe. Worst, she sent an sms to the class and let me highlight one sentence for you. '' Tmr is shihyu's last day in school so LET'S GO OUT AND PARTY THE WHOLE DAY after MT exam!'' Im am utterly disappointed and appalled by how elated she is at shihyu's unconfirmed departure.
Well, thats joyce for you. This post is specially cooperated with Victor's. Thanks.

2008-10-28T20:07:00.002+08:00

I think this blog url is too easy for people to find out about my blog but i dont wish to change it as its uneccesary. I'll just let everyone read then.

I've been venting my anger all these well and finally, i dont need to anymore. Chinese is on thursday...yea...my favourite subject. Its been my favourite subject since i was born. I love it so much!So much so that the number of zuo wen that i've written is almost equal to the EQ of fiona lee.

Played Lan with noob dota and CS players but my team still lost. Gah, hate losing to noobs-eg.fiona.
Well, went to study chinese after that with some cute chio bu and... yea
Im so elated now for reasons unknown lol.

I've waited so long, and it paid off.

2008-10-22T13:58:00.003+08:00

No offence, but F**k you to hell. I take back my words for every praise i have given you. Your arrogance just put me off and i do not wish to listen to your '' sorry i have been harsh, but i just want you to improve''. Its plain, obvious biasness through your actions. I do not wish to present for you anymore.

No offence, but if purple forest is of EE(low) standard, I would be of EEEEEE(perfect) standard. Im not insulting her this time, shes good, just that some assessor cant bring himself to commend me because of reasons which i do not comprehend. Call me arrogant or whatever but im stating facts. What pisses me off is the fact that he actually dare to order me to do stuff which he thinks he is wrong because he has the authority. Woah. So much for what your religion has preached you.

2008-10-16T20:49:00.002+08:00

My 1st ever consecutive posting in 2 days. :)

What isit with my OP, i cant seem to answer whatever was asked for Q&A. And why do i shiver(lucky no one noticed) when I speak? I did fine when i rehearsed myself. Cant bring myself to smile and act natural somehow. Well nvm, next time.

And chinese mock exam rocks. I love exams which gives me time to sleep, draw people until it attracted nearby viewers and even play battlefield with Victor. Lol but it irritated ''one needle''.

To Kenny: Sorry I didnt allow you to top all subjects among the guys =)

Doing Biblo for my WR now, seriously hope it can reach EE after what my group and I have gone through. I believe my PW group's journey is worth doing a project on as it has everything from bitch fights, cries, suffering the cold rain helplessly, breaking of friendships, compromisations and tolerance. But best of all, I have to say it was exciting. lol

Wanted to go home today but was delayed by someone.
For AMC: LAN is confirmed on Saturday 10am. CS chua might be bringing his friends so wont be little.

2008-10-14T17:04:00.004+08:00

Back by popular demand and also cause Im bored to hell. So people who have been asking me to blog, here i am. =)

So today was a very interesting day in school. I dont know why but i always get myself into situations whereby im maligned badly or the people i work with just happen to love to jump to conclusions. Nvm, I can tolerate that. Its not like its been the 1st time, however i have to thank Mr Mok for his maturity and how he handled the situation. All is not lost for PW.

Yet, i am still vexed that the root of the problem isnt solved because it just deals with one ( the one and only ) naiveness and bitchy character. Too major to deal with i guess. Im not going to go further into this or else i might end up insulting her or worse, become like how she use blogs to secretly talk negatively about me. For more info you may try sourcing for her blog. Starts with an S ends with a tanzilin. Very hard to guess what is her blog right? heres another clue - Heard of the recent movie big STAN and whats the chinese translation of purple forest?

Other than that, cool day. Waiting forward to Saturday's LAN with mr chua and maybe out with some fat loser. Haha!

2008-06-11T15:46:00.002+08:00

Really feel like blogging today so I can vent my anger.

Now i have met a new set of people. Those who think they are noble by 'volunteering' help when they do not know that the meaning of volunteering is to give aid without expecting rewards. Those who think 'All for one, one for all' means to wait in the cold rain for one another and not find shelter. Those who accuse me of stealing a bike-_-. Those that cannot accept the fact that i am tired out after travelling around 80km on a run-down bike, that it was bad luck for a sudden heavy rain and to hire bikes from a hot tempered gangster-like owner. Those that do not realise why my phone battery could run out in a day when it could last 3 days due to the numerous calls I made to ensure their safety every few minutes. Those that shout at me without thinking what they are saying. Those that do not remember who was the one who reminded everyone to return the bikes. Those that act pitiful to brew hatred in your friends towards me.

Yes , yes it was a nice run in the rain half naked but you did nothing after that and didnt dare to admit it. To think you guys were actually nice people. I rather you not help when you are a burden. This is esp to the road marshall that gets lost. Read again. ROAD MARSHALL GETTING LOST and WHINES. To think i even bothered about your safe return. When the thunderstorm came i should have prayed for you guys to get struck instead of hoping it ended quick so you guys can return. Shan't say your school name even though you insulted mine because your school would be so embarrass to know that they have students that gang up on innocent people without getting the facts right first. For your info, I could have taken all of you by myself and fucked you upside down. Why i didnt do that? Coz you are my PW mate's friends.

If anyone of you have read this, I know you will be uncontented, its ok, i know losing a fight sucks, but accept it. If not, you guys will just be people with lousy O level scores and lousy EQ. If you dont understand that cause you guys are so fucking dumb, find me. I will gladly open my doors to continue where we left off. I bet you guys cant even counter what i've said above because they were all true, unlike your side of the story. So have fun.

2008-03-30T21:34:00.002+08:00

Im sorry , Ive regretted a little too late . Im sorry I only knew how old u were . Im sorry for how Ive treated you. It was only til today that I realised ur love. I know you dont understand english , but i hope you can understand how i feel now. I will miss you forever. Ah poh.

2008-01-31T13:43:00.000+08:00

When ive gotten over the failure of 11 points and thought nth could get worse.
I was wrong.
Trainings are ending 2 hours later than supposed to be which is totally unfair.
Liverpool Lost to West Ham.
My body is aching everywhere.
Had a bad hair cut.
However , I dun seem to be heavily depressed by these anymore. It seems that I've become used to such crap. And btw , I do not run from my problems .

2008-01-26T17:58:00.000+08:00

The shame and unfairness of the 11 points for O levels. The 4 years spent on it , wasted.
The week of messed up problems .
Im tired .
I want u guys in Ajc badly but its ok if you cant make it.
I want things back the way it used to be ( so cliche, lol)
Well , im ok now i guess.
For those who think im emotionless and nv cry. Then for your info , i dropped a tear at home.

2008-01-17T13:41:00.000+08:00

Yea. My class is good. Many interesting and sociable ppl. Today is the first day we had actual school lesson which had tutorials and lectures. Gah but i hate the timetable. It ends so early when there is no trainings on that day. Which includes today. Im home... bored and lonely, waiting for 5pm to come . Ill be going to sleep instead of doing the homework. Haix. hope the timetable changes during 2nd intake...or the training sessions...
I wan more time with u.

2008-01-07T14:33:00.000+08:00

This Rocks. Ah but i know it will only last for a few weeks or so. The timetable now is sooo slack. I have 2 hour breaks and school ends latest at 12.45pm. Went NYP for lunch today and tt poly is really nice... even nicer than RJC campus. The people there look hot...esp the girls. Lol, theres a banner saying " NYP pledge to practise safe sex'' my god la!
Ah...im going to enjoy this few weeks before it starts getting stressful.
How i wish u were here...

2008-01-02T20:20:00.000+08:00

Ok. iI have decided to frequently update this blog because i want to improve my english writing for GP . lol

Pls do not complain about the same old blogskin coz im too lazy to change it.
So Happy New Year and Wish u guys a nice time in your JC and poly.
Today was the first day being an AJC student and i dun think the orientation rocked so much. I Didnt mind the long subject combination talk in the unexpectedly big auditorium. Its a surprise to see thiva and yeong jing as my group mates. Zzz being same school and same cca as yeong jing also can cause misunderstanding. Well my group mates are ok. i think...i know ill soon learn to get along well with them.
Ok and i do not like my height now. 170cm is short compared to the many girls in Ajc. I dun mind being shorter than guys but girls!? No way man. Either these girls are monsters or im a dwarf.
And the mass dance had me cool moves but i didnt feel like dancing today. The games were not tt fun and challenging. Hope tmr will turn out better ....though i have training immediately after tt.
Why do you disappoint time and time again

2007-12-25T22:02:00.000+08:00

Oh Yes Merry Christmas! Im spending it infront of the computer screen tonight. How pathetic. Its always boredom that drives me to blog. Almost all my posts are about me being bored. Lol.
I Dont like blogging man...too lazy. Well have a nice Christmas ppl. bye

2007-11-13T21:36:00.000+08:00

This has got to be the worst day of my life.
Ironic. Its the end of the O levels and here i am staring at the computer screen, doing nothing but swinging a yoyo. Gah. How the hell is life going to continue like this...
Maybe everyday should be prom night. Lol.

P.S dun blame me for slow updates , i suck at blogging. :)

2007-04-12T22:06:00.000+08:00

The Last Time

Its been a year since a posted eh. Well its been a lousy year... What have i done to be proud of... Nth. We're just a 4th placing vb team. Its such a disgrace . All the sacrifices wasted . Missed lessons , failed test to get this undeserving 4th. Ah!!!

Only til now do i realise its our last training, our last match , MY last touch of the ball . Its all over already god dam it. At least there was a consolation , a dinner treat by the best coach in the world. Memorable yet a sad night to remember. haix... dun feel like continuing moaning hopelessly le.

2006-12-18T17:51:00.000+08:00

Just came back from a tiring trip and then went for SL chalet the next day. Yawnz
At least i went overseas and had fun, got to snorkel at a coral beach and see so many types of fishes! Then the stupid fishes keep biting de... lucky sharks came to avenge me and ate them lol. surprisingly the sharks didnt attack humans. Now i love sharks! Also picked a nice sea shell for my mei, Amanda. lolx.Then went with my family and cousin out to see on a sailing boat for fishing and dinner. saw flying fish for the first time man... so cool. hahax... And the resort we stayed at was so god damn huge la... u need to ask for a shuttle to bring u to ur bungalow because its so far from the lobby la... the whole resort took up half of a jungle sia.
Theres so many things we did until i forgot le...Oh ya! Went to their underwater world which is way better than singapore's. Saw a nice penguin soft toy and i just bought it =) ahh. tts about all for being away...
Go Sl chalet the next day after reaching home which was so tiring and sleepy. Plus still have campfire trials b4 going to fariz condo.
Ill just keep it short and sweet larx, We had barbeque farewell dinner for sec 4 Sls , the next day we play amazing race and travelled around punggol and pasir ris. Hong you dey all got 1st followed by junyi and mingting. Sean , Yanhao , Wei yeat and I were tailed by some girls who got 4th. lalala...
Aiya it was sad tt amanda later fell sick and went home, more ppl started to go home also , tt night was so quiet compared to the previous night, i kinda liked it coz i could sleep well but... haix.
The next day i just went home leaving fariz , khee ern , sean ,wei yeat and some girls left in the condo.

And days after this SL chalet was today , another campfire trail. Was late because i had tuition in the morning. The trail started at 11am and when i realise i was 1 hr late , i thought by the time i reached school , it would be debrief lerx.... but ... when i got there... only the wires were set up , it took another 30 mins or so b4 the first fireball was set . Then could go for lunch and den came back to help mr chee pack sec 1 files. Saw my picture on the cover page! OMG im so ugly la... I ruin the whole picture :) Then later waited for sandra and sok loon to come back from buying stuff. While waiting , i slept with minghao and yanhao because there was practically no orders to be fufilled . Let me tell u all something , Sleeping is a thousand times more productive than standing around trying not to act like a slacker but the cruel fact is u waste ur time , energy , effort. Just rest and regain energy for the next task ya? Sleeping doesnt make one a slacker. I hope things can just be done fast , not because i wan to go home to play but i dun want to waste time doing things tt can be done in 2 hrs rather than 6.

What lies ahead for us... im stuck not knowing what to do now... arh.

2006-11-07T18:25:00.000+08:00

due to popular demand, im blogging right now. LOL! Finally just ended Sl camp... so dam Intensive at the start lor....but im glad to have nice groupmates, Kenny , Vidya , Zi en , Toh shi ting, Ying Ying and the dam funny charmaine from sec 1. Break camp tt time so sad sia...everybody cried... they keep crying and crying... they felt sad as they were gonna miss each other but...somehow...i just couldnt cry. =p...hehex. Its so touching.. i get so many hugs...Lol..XD..den get compliments... didnt expect all that sia...

Arh! den Lost to Bukit Panjang in vb competition! nooooooooo! Hey Team, if you're reading this , I wanna let ya know...just lighten up during game...its inevitable to make mistakes...but when you frown and lose urself... you'll just make even more mistakes. So After beating Sembawang , lets beat St hilda and go on to the Semis! Gogogo!

Den today went to watch Sinking Of Japan.. quite lame lar...didnt know why the humanities teacher want us to watch this type of movie tt educate u about plate movements in 5 mins of the movie. den somemore got dialougues about making love .-_-! In de end japan was just saved..tts it. And Vidya , from today onwards , I promise u , Ill nv make jokes about u again. Sorry!

Later just went with andrew,vidya,khui huay, angeline and junyi( de girl who keeps trying to harm my handsome spiker,andrew) to hougang sports hall to Play against Sembawang sec and we won! yay!

Time to sleep le la. So tiring, its been days since i slept well.

Your hugs were so heartwarming :)

2006-08-31T20:02:00.000+08:00

Its teachers day! and realised tt im so free so im blogging now. Aces day sucked!lolx. 302 did such a touching video for bloodyhell mr rodgrigues. hahax. i feel so bad for not being in the video to dedicate him a dedication. He seemed like he was going to cry after the video lor...wow... den after tt had the really funny teachers day celebration where mr singh and mr ang tuck out shirt! lol! It kinda really made us happy and all tt...ya...so when dismissed ...rushed home and went out with aps ppl and played pool. kinda fun and yet kinda boring ....den went home lorx..zzz

Recently just sprained my ankle thx to victoria boys who just want me injured , hurt so much for 1 day tt i couldnt walk...lucky next day still could make it to school ..arhh. then after going to vb training...i thought the aprain would get worse...but it got better! lolx what a miracle...
ahh.. and i love u in japanese is like so addictive to say! hahax

2006-08-13T11:14:00.000+08:00

why has it turned out this ... why isit u're talking about my loss of initiative and all those hurtful stuff now... Im not even asking u back or anything... i've already asked u back 3 times during the arts festival months ago... i think tts initiative enough already. I just continued liking u now...

Ya...if u didnt understand me...how would u know i was born with nth going agaisnt me... enough saying i dun give u any an quan gan. nice script. Its enough already.

When we just started , u complained i get jealous too easily when u kept talking to tt guy who obviously likes u and occasionally ''accidentally'' touch his hand when mine has not been touched

When we broke and i asked to patch up , u complained u didnt want history to repeat itself. And now when im not even wooing u back... uve complained i have no initiative. what isit u truely want?

I hope whoever is your next boyfriend , pls dun treat him this way... thx

I dun think i can ever be your friend again.. sry. good luck with everything.

And just another thing tt i thought u might want to know. Do u know why i didnt buy u ur birthday gift?... I wanted to see whether u really meant to keep ur promise of buying me mine when i did not buy yours... looks like...the promise will not be kept.

The feelings will nv fade...

2006-08-04T21:13:00.000+08:00

Lolx. dun blame me for not blogging oftenly...im lazy.
Heex anyway just went for the Xinmin Story at kallang coz it was free.HAHA. Dunno why go there to watch smth soo chim until dun understand...
Went with vince tam and his Jingwen,shawn,mason,farhan,clarence,soon kiang, khoon liang(loverboy with rose) and handsome andrew. Den when we took our seats up the high high circle seats , we met mr chan!. He slept almost de whole ELDDS show. So darn cute. mr bean sleeping lor...
den later break le we went to new seats to get better view. hehex.. at least xinmin story can understand better. den after tt...just followed Khoon liang coz he wanted to see ruimin. hehex... den smth happened! but nvm...lolx not saying anything...
after tt just go home.... den sleep immediately...what a tiring hot day lor...plus i wear long sleeves....so ugly..

haix... im lost again... theres nth i can do ... i want to do smth..but its impossible now... im just de guy whos not dere for u. well... nvm... ill just wish for smth better to happen

2006-06-20T21:14:00.000+08:00

I hate it...i just hate it when someone asks me to shut up and dun argue back when Im obviously winning the arguement coz im obviously not in the wrong. Its so frustrating when i just see myself lose an arguement like tt coz tt someone happens to be 30 yrs older than me. Arh... haix...nvm... Holidays ending lerx....wonder whether it is a good thing or bad thing....or both. Well... Tmr going pulau ubin! With andrew , nich and sy keath for Bio field trip. Woo finally get to go out and have fun. lolx lalala....gonna change blog skin le....hehex.
Anyway tts all for now.
my feelings will nv change

2006-06-09T18:31:00.000+08:00

Yay, Holidays.. de period of boredom..-_-. So bored tt i decided to blog. Yea...its really boring. Still have to do homework, theres not much fun to have and it sucks right now. On MC for 2 weeks coz of a surgery. So i missing vb trainings and probably my main team position...lalala nvm...
Hmm.. what else to say....Theres nth to say coz its boring! Ah! I need smth to do!!!

2006-05-12T09:52:00.000+08:00

Hehex...i know i nv blog often...now jiu blog le lorx... After exams then can use computer le ma YAY! Study so long le finally can play. After de stupid hard physics paper, me , soon kiang, zuyao ,farhan , jun xiang , tam went to eat and then go play soccer with more ppl! The sun so dam hot...play 30 mins then so tired le...haix..lolx....but still at least play good games. Then laer at night , we go amk play dota... so fun man...and sorry farhan if i was too fierce..lolx! haix... then go home and get to touch this wonderful computer which i havent touched for ages. hehex... then after awhile...i realised...its boring...theres nth left to do...its either play...or sleep...or eat... haix
Suddenly everything changed....i think i prefer the past...

2006-04-03T21:49:00.000+08:00

What a boring april fools it was...no one really bothered to trick anyone...yawn... anyway Sports heats was saddening...haix...tt stupid yanming(road run champ) doesnt want to run 1500m and made me run and got 3rd last...haix...at least i qualified for 100m finals. then go back school to thrash c boys in friendly match. finally they know how it is like to lose and stop being so arrogant.

Haix then today, dunno what the hell went wrong with mr rodrigues. Why is he so hot tempered and petty? what is wrong with putting books under desk...we have 9 subjects man...we cant possibly carry so many books in one bag right...haix..then he throw all our books at the back of the class... then all the books became dirty , torn and u expect us to use it to study?!?!...wtf...pls...go and die... Why cant u just tell us and scold us first b4 doing this stupid punishment.

And WHY MUST U MOVE NICHOLAS AND ANDREW AWAY FROM ME! THEY WERE THE REASON I STAYED IN 302 AND NOT TRY TO GO TO 305.... haix ... am stuck with jia hao tiill end of 2007? .... my life is ruined....

only u can give me tt bit of hope...

2006-03-25T18:44:00.000+08:00

Youre not a bitch...its me...its me whos de worthless piece of shit...Im not worth ur tears... but pls... i do not wan ppl to understand me...and i dun think im always right...and nth has to do with money.. why are you saying all these...uve got the wrong idea of me... Do u know how much i care for u?...Youre not the object being played ...the toy is me.
Why must u say u like me and miss me and dont care about the bet but then reject me in the end. Its so frustrating.... I nv threw any feelings for u, i just dunt know what to do... i was just waiting... but...it has suddenly reached this stage... i am even more lost. Sry... for not being who u wan me to be...sry for everything...

Just hoping for u to be happy again

2006-03-25T14:58:00.000+08:00

I miss shanghai. Its coldness,its cheapness and its care. It was really a nice trip there with vb... back in class...i feel like so hot again...zzz
Haix...todays long jump also sucks... didnt even get 3rd...some bian tai ppl jump 5.67 when i jump only 5.16
So sian...still have so much hw to do...lalala
Well..i better go do now...
Later!

2006-03-01T20:06:00.000+08:00

Haix..why has he changed into someone i dislike. He has become such an asshole...i dun know whther i can tolerate...he thinks he has done me the biggest favour in the world and i owe him his life...and has totally forgotten what friends are for. Sigh...nvm... i hope things will be back to normal.
Anyway..Chem lesson sucks...now...i thought mr lim is a nice person...but in the end his punishment is so heavy...i hate him! Why must he teach my favourite subject...this is so lame...
And chinese sucks even more... Mr tang is so ''macho'' ...scold ppl then wanna cry le...make ppl do push up until he happy...so petty like a girl. Wtf lor...haix

2006-02-22T18:55:00.000+08:00

haix...so many of my test do so badly... I broke promise to mr lim... this sucks. So malu... haix... i hope i can score highr lor... and so boring these few days... just study play eat sleep. So crap...

And some ppl are just too arrogant already...they just keep thinking their always right... they cant admit that they are wrong even if they know they are wrong. I just dun know whats wrong with these ppl... if they read this...i hope tt they dun come acting innocent and ask me whether this post is for them. it disgust me..

And for someppl who think im a joker...(ya i am one) ... pls note tt i joke and crap. I do not lie. Ya im not a fucker like u . i joke and crap to make ppl laugh. not lie to hurt ppl . So u should better shut ur mouth and get lost.

Confused~ Should i or should i not?

2006-02-16T20:52:00.000+08:00

Yea hi...I got the worst gift for valentines lor...A failed Amaths paper!! Wth. MR ang!!! just give me one dam mark to pass ... lesson end still come talk to me for what.... saying tt u shocked tt i fail will make me feel better meh... wa liao... dam gay la...then today was chem test...the dam test tt i promised to get full marks...or else no face sia...hahax...haix...k then realised tt being cca absentee ''rocks'' lolx... k tts it

messed up mind

2006-02-13T22:49:00.000+08:00

Wo ai ni

2006-02-07T20:52:00.000+08:00

Am i taking the wrong path in life?
Looks like i am... I am a cca absentee with 5 demerit points.
I couldnt believe tt i brought so much disappointment to mr singh, mr ho , mr ang , and mrs lee.
Haix...5 demerit points at the start of the year. I should have chose 2 strokes of the cane...
Im even out of vb main team... cant go to shang hai with them anymore...
Why isit like this... its really not my moment...
Im sooo hopeless... Nv gonna pon cca again. ^^ lolx

Hoping for a romantic valentines.

I luv u!

2006-02-03T20:14:00.000+08:00

yo ppl who visits this 'cool' blog...sry i dun have a tagboard...im banned from having one due to the previous tagboard which was full of vulgarities...

Anyway..now Vincent Ho finally likes a girl...i thought he was gay when i was sec 2...but now he ask minghui to stead le...Woo. vince...u better thank and repay me for persuading minghui to agree to stead...lolx.
Not my fault she said to wait awhile more to stead because of her parents. lalala...hahax....Haix now only farhan and vincent tam can company me when u 3 go off with ur girlfriends...i feel so lonely...hahax....crap la

And to someone who is still acting: Pls. Grow. Up.

still luving u...

2006-01-27T18:29:00.000+08:00

Its The eve of chinese new year's eve. lolx... i just have to blog today. I just realised I am such an idiot...believing someone's lies so easily.... He lied to me not once but thrice. How naive of me. wtf... u know who u are... and im not accepting apologies. Dun worry. Its not just u that im not forgiving. Call me petty or whatever, im fine with it. U and the other guy can carrying acting to impress ur girls. I shant be bothered.
You two are sooo 'zhong se qin you' and ur excuse for being zhong se qin you is coz i was zhong se qin you last time...ya 'great' excuse.
Actors....i award u grammy awards la ok?

Wishing for u...

2006-01-25T22:02:00.000+08:00

I was late. Late for school for the first time... thx to stupid selfish ppl who didnt wanna move to the back of the bus so i couldnt board 3 buses in a row. Wth..it was stupid... everything is stupid... Today class also so moody thx to some teacher scolding and attitude. Haix... then realized some ppl dun like me for objecting the Amaths test for being postpone...Well...im sorry. To all u scholars and locals. And anway...after that went to play table tennis with Khoon Liang andrew and ngee bing. Found out that khoon liang has alot of step-relatives.lolx..And zuyao and yongxing went to go do their girlfriend stuff...heard that alot of drama happened...and i cant say it to u ppl...lolx too bad......Later went to play basketball with Vincents then became so tired and went home with Ho. ya...thats it..
And i know this skin is not that nice...so dont mind it too much

I still luv u, no lesser but even more.

Sorry. For everything I hav done.

2006-01-10T21:19:00.000+08:00

Im writing this post...wondering whether anyone will read it...whoever u are...help me...I hate my class...my new one, 302. Being in there makes u feel like u lost everything in ur life... U lost ur friends...u lost ur mood to do anything...u just lost it and u feel like rotting in there. Its such a quiet class that even the teachers complain to us and ask us to interact more... haix...only me nich and andrew are the jokers laughing to ourselves at one corner of the classroom.
Im appealing to 305... i tried for 1 week plus...and i have wasted my time...mrs lee , low and mr chia all called me and nich stupid for trying to drop bio... im still trying and i hope and i WILL get in! Im gonna have it my way! lolx. At least the teachers of 302 were ok...they all know me and for every subject they want me to be their rep...and unfortunately mr singh chose me first.
haix....i dun wish to say anymore....life sucs right now...
Hoping i can have u back...

2005-12-01T22:24:00.000+08:00

Long time havent update this lame blog...stupid skin i think...lolx....anyway came back on monday from 10 day japan trip...so long... Going there was very fun with all the snow and all tt...but haix..go there also will miss singapore and bad things happen somemore....dun wanna say what but nvm...At least im back now and realise i go 1a1...when i thought i wouldnt go in..wanted to appeal to 3a1 but...too late...so like tt lorx....sucs.....then yesterday go watch harry potter...saw sean's and vince ho's idol , cho chang...who is not chioer than hermoine , my idol...lolx....then got this cedric guy...who is....so....arh!! lolx...nvm....the movie was great coz i didnt read the book....i dont like reading....so tt its for now....byex

2005-11-09T13:36:00.000+08:00

Todays a very special day for most of 2e2... It was the end of our chalet outing. How sad ... it seem to pass so fast... Me and vincent tam went ther taking 88 after running away from zuyao, vince ho ( who was suppose to run with us but in the end kana pang seh) , farhan and sean. We raced them by taking bus while they took MRT. Me and Tam took 88 and went to the back of the bus. Its was so quiet and relaxing sitting there coz got a couple carrassing each other so we got free show ...lolx and there was a lame graffitti on the chair . '' kwantan got breast and has BO , call him for free s*x , beware he has rashes.'' lolx 35 mins later...we arrived at downtown east and went to play arcade while waiting for the slow losers taking MRT hahax..played virtual tennis and others..then later we checked into our chalet. ALmost everybody was there except shaun tan , steph yow , xiaolin , and maybe some others. mdm gwee didnt come that night..but ms lim ( mrs dunno what coz she wont tell me her husband surname) . But b4 that we swam and lost to vince ho by abit only la...lolx then later got cramps and went to bathe. Then soon it was barbeque ...then the girls had problems starting the fire coz they just dump the charcoal...so stupid...then ask some other macho men to help them lolx. Then the fire started...we burnt alot of wings and other food...but still we ate alot and then cleaned up and play cards. So fun...play alot then see ppl bet and lose money...Woo lolx. Some ppl also play Ps1....lame game. Then decided to sleep at 3 after walking with vince ho through scary places lolx. Very hard to sleep coz some ppl striped and made me scream in disgust haha.. so squeezy but haix still manage to sleep for 2 hours then it was the 2nd day.
Then the next morning... i kinda forget what we did...went to beach...saw bengkoon and audrey that group....played beach volleyball...wrote things on sand...lolx guess what i wrote... then i signed beside it...then we headed back...went cycling after playing cards and ps1... Cycling in pasir ris is fun...went cycling in the swamp route...then to the playground where we stop to climb the roped pyramid. waa so fun..then cycled back...and headed back to chalet to swim and bathe...i didnt swim...just sat and listen to my nano. Then later wanted to go X square to play but found out at kfc that my dear junyi fell down...so go and look for her lor...zuyao followed me...then wanted to rent bike but the prices rose thx to the time so i cannot afford... so we walked the whole pasir ris park...couldnt find her so walked back to chalet to rest. Then she came back... with a minor injury...which bleeded alot...lolx...after washing up then ok le la...then i go buy pizza with her and eileen met vince they all after they played X box. Me and vince payed the biggest share of the price. $84 leh...to feed whole class....wa....then in the end...they left...i go cheers with eileen and junyi to buy drinks...then went to carry ALL of the pizzas...haix why i so strong lolx...then walk all the way back.
Then got one bastard whom he should know who... my lao po wanna bathe then he go off the lights alot of times...he think i nv whack ppl b4 then bully my girl...then let me tell u...hes the first person i ever hit...but nvm....he apologised then we go eat...then bowl...got thrashed in the first game...then thrash them back in 2nd game with pro score of 157 lolx....then went back to walk night trail...then umm the same bastard only know how to force me hold hand with junyi... he so hopeless la...but luckily he learned his lesson... so i hold for him see... then let go only then he not happy ...dunno whats wrong with his mind....nvm then continue to walk back...but hor...eileen say saw ghost...so...umm..hahax i scared la...she cry ma...haix..then go swimming pool play awhile...then go back play blackjack til sleep ... I WON ALOT of money! lolx.
next morning at 5am ppl wake me up to see sunrise...so lame...lolx..in the end just walk back to sleep ...nv see sunrise...then woke up at 8 plus ...then got ready to go home...then go home by taking 88 lor...then found out smth...then reach home...then....dun say le ....thats it... i nv really described in detail...but u should understand la. hahax

2005-10-21T19:38:00.000+08:00

So much has happened since i last blogged... Gd tings and bad tings...hmm how should i start...well ...lets start with bad things....the school days are coming to and end and everybody is going to separate... then the boys relationship in class is getting more rigid and its really sucky to feel that way....but somehow it has started to change.. and thats kinda good...and so...the results came back today...not permanent results but still i know it wont change for me...i feel kinda lucky for being 97th in level position but still able to apply for option 1a1...thats really gonna make ppl hate me lolx! And badminton tournament..dominated it with vincent tam with a cunning tactic...hahax...and want to say this to you, my once best friend... Hope u forget the really hopeless past and be friends. Even though u left and nv gonna see me again... i will nv forget the days we had and i will nv brush u off my mind.... Wish u a happier life in KL...Byebye..

2005-09-24T21:36:00.000+08:00

haix...dont really wanna blog..but just blog since im bored...exams are coming and i am secretly using this comp to type this msg. How lame it get...im using on screen keyboard to type this ....coz the keyboard is confiscated by my parents.lolx.....sad and stress life now....i miss her and luv her so much...but.....haix....whys life like that

2005-09-17T11:24:00.000+08:00

looks like it ends here...our best friends relationship is over...not because of a girl but because u arent the forgiving type...couldnt believe u hold grudges for so long and exxagerate them to others to ruin my life...well..im still hoping to be friends again...but i dont think it will be as close as last time... haix

2005-09-10T11:05:00.000+08:00

Ok good.Still friends ah? but pls dont talk about george bush can? i dont really have any relationship with him... dont really care whether hes a failure or what... my idol is vincent ho.

2005-09-01T12:21:00.000+08:00

I read your crap and i understand what it means... i dont know what ure up to...but i personally wrote this to explain to you. You say i treat her and my sister bad...but whats happening now is my sister complaining to me why u lied in ur blog. Shes freaking angry that u tried to ruin our family ties. And saying i backstab is the worse thing u ever said, i nv said bad things about u and ask ppl to hate u... you brought it upon urself... the whole group of boys saw how u 2 flirt already... they came to me...they want to help me...i have nv asked them to hate u... by crapping about me in ur blog just made them hate u more...i nv want to lose our friendship...but it seems that ure too immature to have a friend like me... im sorry...dont show ur anger to me as if u were right ... if you didnt flirt then nth is wrong...then we can be friends. You ignored in class... and now u write about me in blogs...and when i write in my own blog...u go change ur nick...and ask me whos immature? well...u know the answer urself...

2005-06-24T16:39:00.000+08:00

Holidays ending ...good thing...boring homework...worse than schooling. And crappers who insult me in my tagboard pls own up.... i dont wanna find out myself and end up bashing ur ars off. For other friends , Play Supreme destiny! i rate it 80/100 . Now i have one message directly for one loser calling me flirt... u should stop and thats it haha

2005-06-01T09:49:00.000+08:00

Holidays are here...in other words...boredom has arrived...nth good has happened except Liverpool kicking Ac milan's ars. I have also found out that passerby in my tagboard is Shaun Tan. Whoever OeO is... he/she is one really hopeless,childish person. Anyway theres so much holiday homework...hope u guys finish it and score high for it. And Gunbound World Champion has been released....AND I CANT PLAY IT AND I DONT KNOW WHY! Hahaha. See u guys later